thursday: work. all i thought about the whole day was 'just today. then i'll be done for a week just get through today' everyone was asking me if i was excited about yellow stone. eh . no . hahaha. everyone was like you'll have fun! i promise. just make sure you go to bear world! so i hope we go there. i keep telling my parents they haven't said much. but its a must! haha. anyways. sam is a raunchhh. i hate her. k so we have an orem north home and an orem east/west home. so sometimes the pharmacists make mistakes and put orem east west in the orem north box. well that happened. so i was checking out orem north and i had a methadone for east west. so i asked sam and she was like no i dont have it! so i asked angie. she said no. and asked out loud if anyone had it. and guess who had it. oh sam did. what a b. seriously. whore i just asked you! ugh. she bothers me. whateves thats sam for you. always onry towards me unless someone else asks her for me. then she'll be nice to that person. its annoying. after work. came home. freak. the sun was doing silly crazy things. like disappearing and then re appearing. and turning red. and orange. and i think it was because it was so dusty outside. picked mick up and then we went shoppin at the mall. i bought two pairs of pants at ae. BUT there were these shorts that cost fourty bucks and i want them SO BAD! someone buy them for me!!! hahaha. jk. but really. birthday idea people! blah i'll probably cave and end up buying them expensive i know. but i like them. and i dont have any levi shorts. so itd be nice. we'll see what happens. then we went to noodles && co. it was yummmmy as always. and i saw this marc kid from junior high. which was weird. i think he recognized me. we smiled at each other. didn't say anything though. it was awkward. haaa. gave mick her birthday present finally. yeah i'm a slacking sister. hahaha! then came home. talked with the family about ginger and about our family vacation. about ginger, stuff like 'i hate when people say i know how you feel. no you dont. you have not the slightest idea of how i feel unless you've gone through this' its annoying. really. unless someone has lost a pet that they've had their whole life, then you have no idea what i'm  going through. =( no idea. also i hate when people say 'just get a new dog' k no. that'll never be the same. ever. you can't replace things like that. i had her my whole life. back off. you can't replace that! stop. ugh. people irritate me sometimes. honestly. =( blah. watched big brother with parents. then bed.

friday: took off work for doctors appointment. woke up. got ready. and headed to tanner clinic for doctors appointment with checketts. then home. then me and jess got our eyebrows waxed at mild to wild. then we went into tastys and said bye to kendrick. he leaves for college monday. and we both wont see him til after. =( then we ran to debbies. i picked up kiery. and took jess home. and then me and kiery washed my car. hahaah. she was good at it. chan came over and we talked for a bit. finished washing my car. came inside i made us grilled cheese sandwiches. then took her home. they're doing all that construction to make antelope bigger. and freak. its a paiiiin!! so when i came home i ended up just going down by the high school and turning down. anyways. came home. got ready for date with nick. argued with kyson broke it off for gooooood. i was so frustrated. blah. nick got me at five thirty. and we went to olive garden. when i first walked in the guy at the front was like 'i thought you were one of my friends. you look just like her' i kind of laughed. and then after i was telling nick that i should have said 'oh yeah? wanna be friends?' or something like that. we sat down and the waitress was bugging me so bad. i felt like she was hovering over me. she was probably new. then our food came and nick said his wasnt made with enough love. so i told him i would tell the waitress that. and he doubted i would. so we bed dessert! so when she came back to ask if we wanted dessert i said 'you know his food wasnt made with enough love' and she laughed and said 'well thats probably a good thing because all the people in the back are guys' HAHAHAHA! what a freaking good come back so fast too!! hahaha. so nick bought me dessert. this yummy berry stuff. it was good. i made him eat SEVEN blueberries!!! and decided i'm not much for blueberries. hahaha. it was silly watching him eat that spoonfullllll though!! =) then went to five different redboxs trying to find a good movie. we finally got. eh new in town. i thin thats what it was called with renee zellweger. it was good cute. ha. then nick left after him and my dad talked for a bit. then he left. now this. and yeahh. bed. tomorrow picking  up kyson from the armory in the morning now. it changed. ha. and then hair dying with jess at eleven. then packingggg.

niiiight.


ps. one week since ginger died. =( i miss her so much. i love her. i'll see you in heaven again one day ginger. i promise. =(